Thursday, March 12, 2009
Blah.
Life is just plain sucking right now. I find it hard to be motivated to do anything. I miss Samuel so much. My heart just feels like it has been ripped out of my chest and still has yet to return. I feel like I am such a runt-it sucks. I know that this is part of the process of grieving and healing, but I hate it. I miss the joy in my life. I pray that the joy will be restored to my life. I want to be able to use this experience to glorify God, but am struggling to make it each day. I am not taking care of my body, my spirit, or my mind and therefore others (mainly Jeff and Dawson) are suffering for it. God, please help me!
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I'm praying fervently for you this morning.
Kristy, I'm praying for you.
Jen
i'm praying for you kristy, i love you so much!
Kristy, I am praying for the Peace that surpasses all understanding for you.
Just know that there are people you don't even know that are praying for you every day.
Gail Estes
Kristy,
I have been thinking about your family and Samuel as I do lots of days! I'm just thinking of all the times Samuel made us smile here at the NICU, Nancy and I were just talking about him the other day. I know you will find strength to feel happy and energetic again, you are an amazingly strong person hang in their
Stephanie
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